Struggling.

I have so many mixed emotions lately. I know I said I was going to be positive, I am its just somethings off. Maybe its the fact that for once in the past 2 1/2 years I'm single and can breath on my own. I do get lonely and wish I had someone to share things with. But I'm going to feel that way for a little longer. I do wish I had someone to really talk to about going back to school. I have so many feelings about that and not really anyone I can reallllly share them with. I guess I'm going to have to figure this out on my own. Thats what being independent is anyway.